Jessica

Oh the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we've no place to go,
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

:)

Now where I am from, snow is a big deal.
We get like two inches and then we are out of school for two days.
And once upon a time, I lived next door to the most amazing neighbor ever.
I would stay over late at her house, watching to see if both of our school names would report that they were closing the next day. And we would yell for joy if they were!
Jessica and I would sled, make snow angels, build forts, play war, cuddle up close to the fire, drink hot chocolate, and even attempt to cross our icy creek in the backyard-that was a wonderful time.
And we just loved the snow... so much.
Snow is beautiful.
Don't you think?

Depressed.

If the world didn't suck, we would all fall off.

Its so cold outside.
I can't get warm enough.

My best friend just left for home.
The place I live and want to be right now.

I'm sick with snot and headaches.
The medicine doesn't do anything.

The pile of homework never ends.
Procastination is definitely setting in.

You know what, I could probably tell you thing after thing, serious or not, that is making me sad right now. There's not really a point though.. Besides that life is depressing right now.
But I know this song, that I like to sing for myself when I feel like this.
It goes like this:

Be not dismaid whate'er be tide
God will take care of you
Beneath His wings of love abide
God will take care of you

God will take care of you
Through every day, o'er all the way;
He will care for you,
God will take care of you.

Through days of toil when heart doth fail,
God will take care of you;
When dangers fierce your path assail,
God will take care of you.

God will take care of you
Through every day, o'er all the way;
He will care for you,
God will take care of you.

:) I will make it.
and if you are feeling depressed.
You can too.

HAAA.

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF.
:)

Sometimes, you just feel like that.
And sometimes, you really don't know what to do.
Make sure you know for yourself.
Then comment and tell me how.

On a lighter note, there is a pink car staring at me.
and crying is a sign of weakness.
Spaghettios, some eat them hot, some eat them cold.
Why? What do you do? Is it because of your mood?
Is it a southern thing? A tulsa thing?

OH MY WORD. SIDENOTE.
I live in Tulsa. I love turtles.
On election day, Tulsa, had a turtle race.
One turtle was Obama.
One turtle was McCain.
Thats insane.
My turtle necklace that I bought from Belize lost a foot somehow.
I must go back to Belize and get another one.
Marry me Elvis.
I am so kidding. I like a boy named Neil a whole whole lot.

So the real point of this blog, is I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT.
e.g. scooters, vacation, fall

People

Make you want to cry and shut them out of your life forever. You don't want to get hurt and torn, you don't want to believe in them for fear they will let you down and abuse you.
Sometimes, they make you want to put yourself in a room by yourself forever and die. Maybe that would be better than getting hurt, over and over. We're scared. We don't want to believe in anybody. There's no trust. You never know when you'll get stabbed in the back.

People let you down.
and it hurts, so bad.
What can you do?

Somebody tell me.
Give me something real.
That works.
There's your challenge.